DRUNK

I CAN'T CONTROL ANYTHING IN MY LIFE.
THERE IS NO POINT TO TRY TO 'CONTROL ANYTHING'.
IT REALLY IS POINTLESS.
JOBS COME AND GO.
PEOPLE COME AND GO.
I FEEL LIKE IM GRASPING THINGS UNTIL THEY SLIP THROUGH MY HANDS.
THERE IS NOTHING TANGIBLE.
THERE IS NOTHING THAT GROWS.
THIS IS NOTHING.
YOU ARE NOTHING
I AM NOTHING.
WE ARE BORN INTO ABSOLUTE INSANITY.