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I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW
MANY ABSURD LIVES
HAVE BEEN LIVED BEFORE ME.
HOW MANY PEOPLE KNOWINGLY
HAVE PUT THEMSELVES
THROUGH MADNESS,
ONLY TO TRY TO SURVIVE
IN THE MADNESS WHICH
IS EVERYDAY LIFE.
JUST TO HAVE SOME
COMFORTABILITY
WITHOUT GOING
COMPLETELY INSANE.
SO MANY SMALL HEROES
HAVE DIED OFF.
SO MANY NAMES WE WILL
NEVER KNOW.
I WANT TO MEET THESE
PEOPLE AND ASK THEM
HOW THEY MADE IT
SO FAR.
BECAUSE THINGS ARE HARD.
OH YES.
CONSTANTLY.
I AWAKE TO THE SAME DAY
EVERY TIME I WAKE UP.
I WALK AWAY FROM THE
SAME FRIENDS I MET WHEN
I WAS YOUNGER
EVERY YEAR.
ALL WITH THE SAME TENDENCIES.
THEY KEEP INVOLVING
THEMSELVES INTO MY LIFE
AND THEN LEAVING WITHOUT
A TRACE.
I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN
TAKE MUCH MORE
OF THIS SHIT.
I KNOW THESE SAME
OCCURRENCES WILL
BE HAPPENING AS LONG
AS I AM ALIVE.
AND I WILL BECOME MORE
AND MORE
AWARE OF THEM
AS I GET
OLDER.